Tag Archives: Shame

The Look

It was the LOOK smashed me to pieces broke the trust shamed me created immobility out of my fear and helplessness. I trusted my high school teacher worked with her on dramatic interpretive pieces that dug deep into my vulnerabilities, … Continue reading

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Perfection – A Woman’s Curse

I admit it. I carry around a bag full of guilt. It can shake me at any moment, given even a random thought about what little thing I should have done today. Guilt and shame that I am not perfect … Continue reading

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The Fear That Makes Me Want to Puke

I know you Oh God I hate this. Fear shakes me Sweat flares the pores of my skin Dull pain in my stomach Hands shaking My body overcome by paralysis weakness My mind trapped in this frightening cage, flies, looking … Continue reading

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